love me [15 Jul 2009|07:14pm] i act like i am a child but know i am a father i act like i am but i know that i am not i know that i am not knower but i know that i am knowledge i act like i am one but really i am none i act like i do not see but i see nothing but the light

love me [15 Jul 2009|07:07pm] eyelids up: red light district. vague recollections of reminiscence dawned footbyfoot stop stop stop looking around (go) eyelids down: brief street deadend. consumption-by-creation godsend. blessed be martyrs footbyfoot rising through the earth

love me [07 Jul 2009|11:48pm] it felt so amazing to finally hear my name said to me. i burn.

love me [18 Jun 2009|07:51pm] i don't want to write anymore.  this never helps.  i come and i go, my friends come and go, my life comes and goes.  i think its time i should just go.  i'm really sorry to everyone, i just can't deal with anything anymore. love o

love me [18 Jun 2009|07:45pm] what are you afraid of losing? you aren't afraid of anything? oh.  well then enjoy life. i'll go back to my cave. it's really dark but i can see light. i think its out that way! is it really that claustrophobic? i think its a nice little shelter. well have fun enjoying your day, i'm sure you'll come back when you need me again.

love me [18 Jun 2009|07:42pm] you might have heard words but i swear they disappeared i saw it with my own eyes the tries, fallen on constant whys constant sighs for constant ties to constant lies on constant cries you might have heard but i swear i disappear i feel it with my own heart

love me [18 Jun 2009|07:40pm] i heard as a child that the world was really mild timid, shy, kept me from running the wild but now that i've come to grips with denial i ask myself, whats another mile? i keep walking, the location really doesnt matter maybe ill walk so far my reality will just shatter and disappear into the conciousness that cries out into the night, to hear echoes of replies that satisfy the feeling of being the only one alone i'm with everything; with everything i'm alone; where do i turn to, my heart is hardly a home and when i set it free and let it roam its never to return.

love me [06 Jun 2009|07:05pm] i heard as a child that the world was really mild timid, shy, kept me from running the wild but now that i've come to grips with denial i ask myself, whats another mile? i keep walking, the location really doesnt matter maybe ill walk so far my reality will just shatter and disappear into the conciousness that cries out into the night, to hear echoes of replies that satisfy the feeling of being the only one alone i'm with everything; with everything i'm alone; where do i turn to, my heart is hardly a home and when i set it free and let it roam i'm still lost

love me [06 Jun 2009|06:57pm] save! safely escort them from the room stop! certainly disaster will accompany them soon fake! i heard lust was not at dinner tonight shush! you wouldn't want to wake up envy ploy! he can't dine ever with gluttony why! that dinner would never end but! but what, you think this life was heaven sent?

love me [06 Jun 2009|06:53pm] the light beams brightly bouncing off shards of colored glass bricks and mortar held up the cross to the sky but no longer do the stones still sit in place the dreams and the memories have been erased a million faces have gone to waste staring at the ground wishing to the heavens the light breaks boldly, blinding the masses

love me [10 Apr 2009|02:42pm] i must say that my heart is alive.

love me [28 Mar 2009|03:48pm] stay still, the night yearns for silence. the Awakening- redemption lies in the cold throes of whispering winds who whip heavenly gold threads into furies; a tempest upheaval among a sea of wheat. the crack of thunder shatters the silence as a blaze of passion emerges--- grains give, stems stagnate, roots release. spread seed, spread. tcote.

love me [15 Dec 2008|05:03pm] our saving grace is not esoteric (most just would rather not hear it) your saving face as time stops (most just would rather it drops) we see our habits as quaint tics (what is a snake if it is not venomous) we see                     as a flame pops (clocks drop, tic toc.

2 hearts | love me [26 Nov 2008|10:24am] i have a tendency to be long winded to develop on a question that was too open ended to compose, i re read it, pose, then edit, letting my words form the fort from which i defended the controversy! i will admit i said it these cracks, perhaps, will never be mended some lie, they say sin did it i say life is beautiful, a hand extended

love me [29 Oct 2008|06:59pm] days of adolescent, "you should be unique!" Weeks later, "control what you think!" deformed seedling amongst the forest of the same i aint a lumberjack, im just axing for change {let it sink in, or it'll die in your brain} preposterous propositions posturing prepositions against the wall, declining subjects for dispositions legally; my disposition contrapositive clearly crazy ethic untouched, in a rush, limping into lazy still slithering under the haven for haze will withering under the heavens handle my gaze? Whirlwind capsizing the old guard of days while the New guard waits to weigh in on its new ways. wip.

1 heart | love me STOP BEING SO TWO-FACED. [08 Aug 2008|07:35pm] You love or you don't.

love me random thoughts [04 Aug 2008|03:28pm] when i was young, tumbling into dreams as if hurled: forget the absurd! (is all i ever heard) my mind, tumultuous as a thunderstorm, constantly dripping words; this is from which my passion first unfurled, innocent and infinite. i burn like the sky after the lightning fades away the night illuminated shows the day like some stray beam from a sun ray i'm going to be the reason for growth, the rain in the sunshine when there is no hope for all has gone dry i'm going to be the reason for growth, the sunshine in the rain when there is no hope for all

love me [29 Jul 2008|01:35pm] i, too, have watched the clouds roll in. accompanied by a taste for disorder, chaos seems to ensue. but, this is the way of natural order. do you catch the waft of rain? do your eyes light the skies? or do they fight the cries? is all you see pain? i, too, have watched the sun break. emerged from the darkness, rays peering into me with life anew. let chaos ensue.

2 hearts | love me [23 Jul 2008|01:16pm] personally, no pity passes for people of poverty rather, i revel in a rare respect for rich revelations where one would oppose wealth of worldly origin. clearly the sky is both above and below us the heavens, two hands formed to hold us

love me [17 Jul 2008|12:34pm] stepping out of darkness into light emerging from wholeness despite, a holiness which leads to a big black hole a soul which feeds on a a lack of hold an energy so abundant, no need to be bold for this is how it is, since the night of old

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